You can call it paranoia but I stay trapped...

A million ways to fly
Strap wings, kill kings, wake up early morning just to sing
Serene songs that prolong life, to the divine mic
Tight flow's viciously ripping the pentacle
Out reach like a tentacle
Paranoid, it's all mental
Coincidental, death comes in incrementals
My final departure, gives me keen eyes like an archer
The end of days are strictly fundamental
Eternal instrumental
Lacerate, oozes, causes bruises on the beat
In my world, no one is safe and death comes to cheap
Recycle the end of the week to sneak, snap shut like beak
As I leak through to eat you, fuck around deplete you
It's true man I live off of simple
Burst bubbles like a pimple
I told you man, the end of days are all fundamental
As I look back when Jhak, didn't know the ways of the world
Naive dreams surround me, believe as I bolstered my own self esteem
But mean thoughts got me caught up
I was too full of hate
Anger in my soul made my body conflagrate
As I wait, caught by bait, love came to quake
And I broke when my everything flaked, so I stared to get baked
Now I bake emcees
Simply
Now they don't want to be around me
Out of fear of losing their crown...
Now them niggas wanna see me drown

The only constant in life is death
Which brings the end
But then again
Pain remains vivid as we live it
We all know our souls are black sometimes we all break crimes
Man's law or God's
Most of us can't see between the lies and can't devise our own agenda
Can't live up to what we do so it's easier to not remember
It's like the harder that we try
The more we get pushed away from our center
Still hunger after we eat our dinner
Cuz lust, greed, and sanity can never be sated
That's why I'm never satisfied and why I'm high
Admit it, we're all afraid to die
I can smell the fear, it's humble like apple pie
But still we can't shy
From our reality
So cause and effect equates duality
Cool becomes normality
And the worse escapes it's fallacy

I defy!
There is no way you can try to sway me
To an eternity that I cannot perceive
I won't grieve but reprieve shall be handed
As my particles are expanded
Death's gaze has just landed
I don't want to die
Man's greatest desire is to fly
Past the sky, past the stars, past infinity
Transcends masculinity or femininity
My life is worthless if nobody remembers me
I can feel my organs slow as I approach
My consciousness get's white as my vitality get's poached
Disdain get's soaked, revoked from the gates
Prodded to another level
Callous on my hands, like I was working with a shovel
Losing pace, make it up, all day, gaining grace
Take the middle road, standing lost, can't figure out the mold
Shapeless can be shaped with like clay this
Existence will flush you like you pissing
I know you wishing
That everything that you do has value
As you turn your back on the faith that entitles you to pure paradise
But I think people got a disease they think life
Is only normal when there's blight
So they can't keep it right
And perpetuate their false rites
It's not really nice
Get you scratching at your head like lice
Cuz they jumping on think ice
And they don't give a fuck like you don't live twice
Spliced with alternating DNA
Thought he could save the day but was cast as a run away
Won't be seen as a lover another day and
Sometimes I just want my soul to lay and
Just
Never get up again

What was in that hit? Shit that ripped
Can't get thought box to work
Stomach jerks, vision blackens
Severe constricts, heart skips beats
Can't keep breath, voice slackens
Packed into my consciousness
There I was hatched into reality
Racing forth through teen hospitality
I'm sorry Mom, I didn't mean to
Make your life unequal
I'm sitting through higher learning
My patience is churning
Cuz I'm yearning
To be with her again
Her touch transforms into my ultimate sin
Now akin to the mic hand
As I rock band
Perception turns to outlandish red
Ribbons!
I fear nothing as my soul is spread...
Then I see...
Goodbye...